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Saturday, March 18, 2006

MOVED: green-lighted.blogspot.com.

{3:28 PM}

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Bowling today rocked! WHEE~! HAHA. It was indeed the highlight of my week. Michelle, Kim and I went bowling at Chinese Swimming Club and we stayed there for 2 hours?

A gutter ball!

That's me...I think.

The form! The style! That's definitely Michelle! HAHAH.

Surprise, surprise. Another gutterball!

Michelle's trying to act professional but failing miserably! HAHA.

I can't post the rest of the pictures so yeah, suffer until you see them. HAHAHA. Oh and Kim and Michelle and I saw Miss Nansi with another teacher at Starbucks. XP. Oh right, here it is, Beatrice:

BEATRICE TEO XIN YUE!! HAHAH.

{7:17 PM}

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Love hurts, that's why I am hurting now. And it's not even love yet. And it hurts to know that you don't even think of me and you probably can't remember me. Do you know what I did cause of you? No..and you will never know. Cause I feel stupid and pathetic just thinking of it. And I am whining to two people. And only one knows you. I still don't want to cut the rope and let the memory of you go. Although that's the only sensible thing to do.

Enough with the soppy korean love story drama..although watching Lovers in Paris did start me off. I shall stop feeling all pathetic and dwelling in self-misery. Right.

So Granny's in the hospital again. And Mum's with her. And I miss Daddy. And I am wallowing in self-pity again. BLAH. Going bowling on Thursday with Kim and Michelle. HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK! OH RIGHT. And I got hit by the ball in VBall again..HAHAHA. So embarrassing...

Mentions of the day: LYNETTECHUASILIN. bala. eran. glen. kim. zhenyi.

{10:05 PM}

I think the only reason that people read my blog is to see their names in it. I just realised that I put in lots of random people's names. Oh well, I like reading my name in others' blogs too.

Today, I woke up three times. And now I feel like ranting about you. I think your name is the most frequent in my blogs, over a span of 5 years. Like Josh reminded me recently, when was the last time I had a proper conversation with you? Other than the small, meaningless, pointless smses. Forgot already? It was 2 years ago in Secondary 1 when I met you back at KHS. And it sucks knowing that you have forgotten about me. Is it time for me to cut the rope and let you go? There's always that (screwed up) saying that goes if you like someone, let them go. If it's meant to be, they'll come back. But I know, if I cut the rope, you will never be back. I will never think of you again and that's where it'll all end.

I like liking you because then, I get less self-consious. I don't give a damn what that cute guy over there is thinking of me cause I've got you. It doesn't matter even if you're 15km away and enjoying yourself without me. No, wait. It does. I just like liking you and I don't mind liking you still, even if it has started to suck. I think of the great times we had, and the simple words you said that would me make smile, even now, 5 years on. And because of you, I hate the word 'admire' cause it doesn't mean a freaking thing.

I've got VBall training after this.

{11:22 AM}

Monday, March 13, 2006

Have I ever told anyone how I freaking hate my IS? No? Okay, here it is: I FREAKING HATE MY IS.

I mean, WTH? There's almost no one I know in both my IS. For term 2, (THANK GAWD) I have Nicholas and Eran, who..oh right..is so intend on opting out. For term 3, I have Bala and Siva. I am not going to be mixing with Siva and Bala's probably going to leave me on my own to mix around with his friends. I hate school. 2 and a half hours is an awfully long time. Especially when you're on your own. At least in Term 2, I have Nich sweetie to sulk with. Have I ever said how much I appreciate Nich being there in the weirdest times to help me maintain my sanity? NICH RULES~!

Blah. I seriously also hope that my group in Term 2 won't be full of people that I find it difficult to work with. Oh..I am getting sick of talking about utterly miserable stuff.

EDIT: I kind of feel like writing one of those posts where you have the F word splashed all over. But I won't. Cause I have weird people like ERAN SIM (who keeps calling me 'man'. DUDE. I am a lady...XP) and Zhenyi (CHEAPO!) who make me laugh with their weird replies. LOVE people. Thanks.

{9:36 PM}

Sunday, March 12, 2006

I just feel like blogging again. BTW, those who actually read my blog, do tag so I know I am not talking to myself.

Next term, we will all be in different groups. I will miss Charlene and Zhenyi! They are the BESTEST group mates in the world! XP I am kind of nervous about the new groups and all. I mean, most of us like our groups and we're coping with the people who don't really put in much effort. And yet, for the new groups... I feel pressured. Like, will I get compared with the previous group members? Will my new group go, "Oh Julia is so bossy. She sucks, compared to XXX." Maybe I am just being paranoid but when you are as bored as me, your imagination starts to run riot. I guess I am one of the more self-consious people I know. And that sucks cause I always wanted to be the kind of girl with a devil-may-care attitude. They always seem more self-assured.

And I hate knowing that I get really sensitive. The littlest thing can set me off and I get really uptight. OKAY. I know it's not the new year anymore, but since I broke my resolution of not drinking coffee, I shall make a new resolution: TO BE LESS SENSITIVE AND MORE OPEN-MINDED.

I am so bored now. I am talking to the wall and I have dao-ists all around me. BLAH. Now, I don't even feel like going bowling anymore. No one wants to go and that kind of sucks when you're in the mood and all hyped up about it. BLAH.

{10:44 PM}

Don't you just love it when you meet people you know whilst out shopping? Okay, maybe some of you don't. OKAY. FINE. Maybe most of you don't give a damn. BUT, yours truly happens to find it extremely fabulous and thrilling to meet people I know. HAHAHA. Today, I met NOT one, NOT two, NOT three... BUT five people I know! WHEE~! First, it was Charlene. And according to her twisted logic, I was 'eyeing her from afar'. HAHAHAHA. Then, I met Steven, a friend from church. Next, I met Beatrice sweetie! Then, I saw two other people who I know but don't talk to. One is Sophie from TK, and the other is Krystal from VBall. And this all happened in a, in my opinion, miserable, disgusting, minute, pathetic shopping centre by the name of Parkway Parade. The arcade is so incredibly, annoyingly small that the only worthwhile games are table hockey (which I so totally ROCK at! XP) and The Lost World. Oh right, and Time Crisis was not bad too. The rest were... CRAP.

I just watched My Tutor Friend, a korean show, AGAIN! WHEE~! And I shall not piss the heck out of everyone by gushing about the Love of My Life Number..... erm... #101? HAHAHAHA. That reminds me! MY FIVE YEAR OLD CUTIE DID NOT GO FOR CLASS ON SAT! Crappy. I watched some people play BBall at the CC and I was thinking, "HMPH. My classmates can do that too!" HAHAHA. I am such a loyal person! HAHAHAHA. Oh and I am missing League of Extraordinary Gentlemen so that Josh can do his homework... BLAH. And I am BORED and no one's talking to me...

BTW, ANYONE GOING FOR THE MATH TALK ON THURS WANT TO GO BOWLING AFTER THAT? PLEASE...???

{8:02 PM}

Friday, March 10, 2006

Okay. My blog looks screwed to me. Anyway, today was pretty cool. In the morning, I was walking to school when I realised that there was PE and I forgot about my PE shirt. Darn. Had to play bball in my black polo. Didn't really play well. Then, I had my elective which was the last lesson. It was pretty fun, watching the media clips and all. Next, I went to the LT for 15 mins to listen to the sharing session on the different electives. After that, Char, Kim and I went off to the area under LT 1 to support some ppl in the Market elective. In total, I drank TWO milo dinosaurs, ate 2 sticks of marshmellows, 3 jellies and a brownie. OW goes my stomach. I sat at the stairs stoning for a long while. Then Zhenyi, Kim and I went to the canteen so Zhenyi could eat lunch. And I stoned there too, while Kim did her overdue compo. Next, we headed off to the Sports Com where we met Beatrice, Joella and Isabelle. And I stoned there too, in the midst of talking to them.

2pm came and it was time for the Captain's Ball comp. I was kind of high then. XP. In our first game, we totally thrashed the other class, simply cause Charlene, Jimmy, Bala, Eran, Eastina, Joella, Krislyn played so well. The guys were all stylo mylo and they were nice enough to include the girls. THREE CHEERS! HAHAHA. We beat them 14-NIL. Beatrice and I were screaming ourselves silly cause we thought the class was so cool. HAHA. Then came the next game, which was against 2B. That just..SUCKED. Cause some people forgot that girls were playing too and were acting all stylo and failing horribly. He just earned the class' dislike. He kind of did a mini dance before he passed the ball. HAHAHA. Anyway, 1F played well! The score was 11-15, I think. It was a knock out game so we were out after that game. But some girls and the guys played 2A for fun. Charmaine's class! Oh yeah, 2B is Alister's class. HMPH. The finals were between 2B (DUH...) and 1B (DUH...). We were cheering against 2B and well, 1B lost in the end but they played well. I didn't know PengHo and Keith could play so well. And Clarence was like WHOA.

Now, I am all tired out and am kind of feeling crappy. YAWN.

{6:16 PM}

Thursday, March 09, 2006

{4:04 PM}